Another Lesson Why It Sucks to Suck

Last week I wrote an essay about how I managed to achieve a big sales goal and how awesome it was and all that jazz.

Well, I got back from vacation and saw final numbers.

99%

What. The. Shit.

Turns out a deal I didn’t broker got returned and dropped me just below the 100% mark.

I’ll be honest, I was mad.

I was mad at my failure, mad at my boss, mad at the calendar, mad at my dog, mad at the sales gods; I was just plain mad.

99%

It took a few minutes to realize who I should be mad at.

Me.

Because it was a goal. And I did work for it. And it did mean something to me, arbitrary though the number be.

But I came up short.

I was mad because it sucks to suck.

And 99% is no longer good enough. I no longer tolerate this in myself.

Because every night, I come here and talk about my day. And writing about how I got 99% instead of 100% is bullshit.

But it’s also constructive.

Over the last year as I’ve gone from unhealthy and unmotivated to passionate and vital, one mantra has sustained me: Don’t Like It? Get Better.

And this is the ultimate opportunity to exhibit that in living color.

99% sucks.

I can do better. We can do better. Do better.

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